day 8. I feel like throwing up

lost 5 11$ sngs in a row today. busted out on the first one after getting 4 outed. AK vs AJ all in on the flop had a great session while getting coached by fruitypro, and then i 6 tabled and dropped 5 buyings. by br stands at 1220. All of the weeks hard work has gone to ashes. I don't know what to do. I feel totally crushed right now. I was up to 1.5K not long ago. My life is horrible and i want to die. I hate stacking off................................jlfdaaf;jfl;/knj'jlfd'mfklpmfdjkgm jkgmkgm kgm ,gmk,gmk,gmk,gmkpbgk,m. I hope you can see my rage. I am done for the night. I am gonna go curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out.